Inside I'm screaming 'I love you'

Friday, January 21, 2005

; time will heal the pain im feeling now.

off to town today. sarah, nette, qiao, mans and baby. :D lotsa fun though it was a short period of time. hah. met them all at compass. went off to far east to collect sarah's skirt first. after that, mans wants to go to paragon to get some perfume. went around asking, said the pw to some salesgirl, she gave us 6 bottles of sample. "Miracles So Magic!" think it's quite nice. baby doesn't really like it. hah. went to taka to look for food. we jay-walked across. that was this unker saying lotsa craps. "girl ah, later you all get caught ah. yesterday the police just caught a few." we just went yeah yeah, shut up. hahahah.

can't really find a place in taka to sit and eat. so decided to go to cine instead. qiao, baby and i went off first, sarah and the rest went to buy something. went to pastamania. ate, fool around wih the leftover food. hahahaha. add many things inside though. damn disgusting. :D saw many people while we were eating. don't remind me of who we saw. was totally disgusting people! yucks. ACT PUNK! ohhh no! -pukes. alrighty, wanted to take neos but too many people. decided to get out of that place, so went to heeren. the whole place was packed with people. walked around, look for my pencil case. went to a few shops. all sold out. it's consider old stock already. sigh, nvm. shall get another one. after that, we went on our own already, the rest wanted to go OG ,i need to go CK tang to meet my parents. baby sent me there, home after that.

met my parents, walked around, home sweet home.
parents went out, now im home alone. :D

there's many things that i wish to get the load off my mind, but i just couldn't. i realised i've got no one to turn to. no one will understand the confusion im going through, the pain i feel inside of me, the unhappiness that i wished it wasn't here. sigh, it's my life. i didn't want to choose this way of living. i need some listeners, cheering up and warm hugs.
i kept thinking, you would always put your arms around me whereever we go. yesterday, the whole outing proved it all wrong. afterall those, i still love you. : )

; i feel so unloved, sigh. -CRIES-

; stick with you